Five down, Four more to go

Yeah. Right now I'm left with another four subject papers and then I'm done! So far the papers that I sat for was pretty survivable except for history which I find it ridiculous. Well I did what-ever-shit I can on the paper and the rest is up to the examiner to either pass me or fail me. Still I am hoping for a blinded-credit frm him/her. lol

AND I cant wait for the 9th to come ;) There is when I'm finally freeeee yaw!

Accounts on monday! OHHHH.





**Kristinia DeBarge, doesn't everybody want to fall in love.

*thisisreallybad*

So little time and it's coming so soon. NOOOOOOOO
Pls slow down the time!
Hate it most when I feel this way.

Still keeping in touch!

Out with dashy;)

we look so plastic.

US♥

doing something which we are not.

In little indian, Salem =D

love you bunny!

At home (:

priya says: thanks for the tee manda,lulu & sam.

short update!
hallelujah-leonard cohen

Emotional Weather

A rainbow
Colours in the sky
Sunlight
Reflection in the window
Rain
Downpour of my heart
Storm
Anger letting go
Snow
Peaceful in the night
Fog
Troubles to get through

♥

I do it for you-nick lachey

Ne Rien Attendre, Vivre Avec Parcimonie Sur La Surprise

LOL. Yes yes.. Am FINALLY out of the nosy world n I'm back with a big big happy heart. Everything is solved n yeah I'm thanking god for tat. I'm now sort of living with my title says " expect nothing, live frugally on surprise". Wooott it work.. All I gotta do now is to do well in my examination n GET OUT OF SCHOOL ASAP! I've got lots of plans to do with my friends N hell yeah I'm certainly excited bout it.
Well dwali this time was superb. Met with everybody.. We talk, we laugh our asses off, we played truth or dare game(typical us), we make fun of ppl n blablablabla. These ppl just make my day end with A BIG SMILE. Of course I should thanked all of 'dem for coming over to make my house so happening;) THANKS GUYS.
I read this quote somewhere before tat sounded something like this,"love life and life will love you back. Love people and poeple will love you back". So true! People nowadays wants a continuous and genuine happiness. OHHH-- So to all my family,relatives,friends,"certain" teachers, n also to everybody whom I really care for I LOVE YOU guys ALOT k ♥♥

My candle burns at both its ends;
It will not last the night;
But oh, my foes, and oh, my friends --
It gives a lovely light.

Missy dashy is in Pangkor(one of my favourite place for vacation) .. Hope she'd a great time there clearing her mind off frm the "missing somebody" disease. haha a terrible person she can be!



Anyway, thats all for today!
You'll be in my heart- teddy geiger

A heartbroken girl next door.

Felt I'd drowned myself in the middle of the sea, strangle myself up with a rope, or even been knocked down by a train.
That just show how much I am crashed! Needs antidepressant badly. I wish I could share my randomness with someone I trust ALOT, someone like him..

Today is dwali eve. I went to litte indian at noon n guess what.. It's already SO crowded with people. Bet by this hour little indian should be super duper uber extra crowded then what I'd saw ealier. I wish to be there to join the crowd but sadly can't. So NEVAMIND =D
NOW, I'm looking forward for graduation.. I AM GRADUATING! wohooo =D
But what kept me wondering was... WHY MUST WE PAY rm48 for? Is it to repay all the teachers "hardwork"? bullshit. Anyway, the best part is tat we can wear our own clothes.. nicey nicey! Another best part is.. Pn. susy(my beloved interact & english teacher) want me,dashy,parveen n sheetal to perform during graduation. But as usual there would be EXCUSES frm one of dem,not gonna mention who. .. but yeah!

Dashy ILY. lol I don't know why but I just felt like saying this to her since she is the one who have been hearing all my emo emo stories. Apparently whatever happen to me will somehow happen to her or vice verse. What a life! Wait I love manda too! Eventhough we're not in the class now, but still u are my best best darling. YES U ARE;) N N my another awesome babe, VON. Gosh this people means alot to me. Without dem I think I'm gonna be a lone ranger. With this people around, I can just talk for the whole day without stopping. That just show how much stories we share to one another. haha Also lots of people kept reminding me bout how much I'm gonna miss school life n all after this, but somehow I got a feeling i'll be doing form 6. So yeah no difference. Am not gonna miss anything in school! sigh


Thats about it for today.. Need to get some sleep already ;)
I miss HIM.

Current song in mind,

Breathe- taylor swift

Hero to Zero

I tried to be happy but that just doesn't work. I thought I'm already out frm the "old world". Im entirely wrong about tat! He is still everywhere in my mind. I felt the great lost after 29 march but what is the point,right? I am not fine.. I am not alright! I tried to move on but untill today I still can't do it. Maybe he's the right one n I blew it off! IT IS SO WASTED!! I am wasted-- ARGHH
I know by now he's happy with his life n all. I do not have any intention to ruin it up but I just want .....
I dont knw what I want either. Seriously, I'm clueless n wasted. I should be studying for my SPM for real but somehow this thing is distracting me lately. No matter what he is doing, where is he surviving, I still want this to be out--imisshim.
Everyone must be thinking "why is Priya alwys in dilemma"! I wonder why too. I wished I could be out of this evil world.

Happiness is what I want. Being loved by him is what I hope. His sweetness is what I missed most. Weekend night call is what I'm waiting for. He might not knw this BUT I can still hope, cant I? *Back with the heavy sigh*
This feeling is purely hurtful! I was drown.burnt n crashed by it! Who will ever believe my heart is fragile?? I thought I was strong to face this challenge as I was the one who started this HUGE mistake! Guess I'm going thru the pain he went before. I hate the word HISTORY. ALOT!
I was stupid before.. My stupidity brought zero happiness to all of it now. Whats done is done! **So far away-- so outer space. I'd trashed myself--I've lost my way** I'm lost---lost---lost-- lost----------- AND im sorry!

Song of the day,
I will survive-Enrique Iglesias

Deepavali is in another four days! I'm really looking forward to it.

Right here, I will like to wish in advance to all my special people who will be celebrating this festival a very --HAPPPY DEEPAVALI--

Hope everyone enjoy their day n to all form 5 candidates -goodluck babehh- bet with all the hardwork u'd put in, it will finally paid off at the end of the day with flying colours,im sure!
this will also be his first dwali celebration with her.. have fun:)